Nov 26, 2010

Boo Yah !

Lupe nak update !
last night we went to damansara damai to give a surprise party for my brother, Salahuddin. it was hell of a surprise ! he didnt even notice a thing about maybe his wife's weird attitude. ahaha
okay first, we got into his house while he was out, (thanks to kak fara for the keys) and then we lock the door. supposely we should not lock the door with this one lock. well the lock shows that theres someone inside, because it can be lock from inside only. so while he was unlocking the door, he couldnt do it because one of us (our family members) lock the suppose not to lock. he was frighten as crazy ! he thought that maybe a thief broke into the house. he is so scared ! while he was busy being afraid and nervous, his wife (kak fara) are trying not to laugh and not to be seen laughing ! she cover up her faces using rayyan ! poor baby. not knowing anything. ahhaha. and when i remembered that the lock cant be open, i ask my brother (saiful) to open it, i thought it would ruin the surprise but he said, "no lagi cuak kot, pencurik tu siap boleh bukak pintu lagi" hahaha. and we open the door, my lil bro said "surprise" the face was changing ! my brother's face are really funny at the moment! his mouth was wide open ! ahahahahahahahahahaha. padan muke ! he loves to prank people and last night is a payback (wakenabeb) ahahahha.
so, happy early birthday ! hahahah

btw, going to bukit gambang in a few hours after this, weee cant wait to swim around like a mermaid !

Nov 25, 2010

Grrr.

why did movies, series and everything i watched just related to a wedding proposal?
naaah.


but this one kinda sweet

Nov 24, 2010

LUPA !

i browse through all my posts and none really mention about my first nephew ! OMG im such a bad aunty.

Here it goes, 14th May 2010 my sister in law gave birth to a boy name Muhammad Rayyan. Its such a beautiful day. He is so cute, he opened his eyes the first day with total weight of only 1.9kg. such a small baby. But then thats it, i can only him for a while since he have to be warded in around a week i think. After a week, there ! he first got into our hours, oh such a small beautiful thing ! but nobody was brave enough to carry him because he was so small and tiny and fragile !


rayyan 4th days (i think)

he is now 6th months old. he grows up to be such a cheerful baby. and rounder too :)




whats left to tell ?

"haaaaaachuuum !"

habuk here , habuk there, habuk everywhere.
u guys can definitely guess what i mean right?
im back, but u know how im being "committed" with this bloggie thingy right ?

so heres hows things to me. finish with my semester 5. nervous (menggigil) waiting for the result (yaa right !) tell me what should we done when we are nervous? i got to admit one thing, im seriously having a major (anybody who watch how i met ur mother, will know the jokes that robin and ted made up after hearing the word major and general ! LOVE IT !) intimate relationship with my laptop. it keep on playing tv shows that i downloaded, movies that i updated everyday ! ohhh what a beautiful activity for now ! ooops still, my fats are everywhere, so i need to get rid of them ! anybody knows of any fitness center for ladies around shah alam?

so the thing is, every semester break, im going to set in my mind, to lose weight ! EVERY, yet it never happen ! GOD please get rid of my lazyness ! ish !

so heres the series im into right now ;

  • GLEE !
  • How i met your mother
  • Hellcats
  • Little mosque on the prairie (waiting for season 5)
movies that are so great ;
  • EASY A
  • Scott Pilgrim
  • Harry potter 7 (still waiting for the right time to watch)
  • unstoppable (pending)
  • 2 Alam (NOT !)
so, other than that, i just living my life as normal as what always happen when "shiera during the semester break does".
and this friday, i'll be going to Bukit Gambang, Kuantan. hope i have fun out there :)
thanks guys for reading my dusty blog. (if larat)

Jul 14, 2010

back with topic !

Assalamualaikum and a very pleasant evening, please be notice that its been almost a year since i updated my last blog.

First, im now pursuing to semester 5 for my degree which means final year.
people said that now ure getting bigger, you should act matured. but its a problem that i cant do that for now. still with my normal attitude, being happy just by being myself. See, i cant just wipe away the me inside u know. everybody does.
For instance, i am one hell of a havoc ballistic girl to the world eye, including people around me. so, as for me being u know, quite and sopan santun for tibe - tibe, fosho people will see this situation as AWKWARD ! aahaha. then they'll start to ask me "eh, ko ade problem ke ni?"
i will definitely answer this, "dah final year kan, kenela berubah sikit" thats a total LIE ! so, i did some research on maturity, does it involves our attitude?

so here it goes,

Maturity is more of a manner largely reflective of rational, logical and responsible decision making, whereas attitude is more of a point of view reflective of emotional and cognitive reaction towards stimulus, actions, and/or judgments.

Maturity is a psychological term used to indicate that a person responds to the circumstances or environment in an appropriate and adaptive manner. This response is generally learned rather than instinctive, and is not determined by one's age. Maturity also encompasses being aware of the correct time and place to behave and knowing when to act appropriately, according to the situation.
Maturity is something of personal character, or how a person acts in stressful or difficult situations, because then a person's true ability to react to a situation can be seen. Fake social interactions are often misjudged as many people rely on outward appearance to mask inner strengths/weaknesses so as to present a simpler version of oneself to the world.
Additional ways to judge if a person is mature include rational thinking and logical explanation in solving a problem, and the art of reasoning while debating.
While it has been shown that older persons are generally more mature, psychological maturity is not determined by one's age. However, for legal purposes, people are not considered psychologically mature enough to perform certain tasks (such as driving, consenting to sex, signing a binding contract or making medical decisions) until they have reached a certain age. In fact, judge Julian Mack, who helped create the juvenile court system in the United States, said that juvenile justice was based on the belief that young people do not always make good decisions because they are not mature, but this means that they can be reformed more easily than adults. However, the relationship between psychological maturity and age is a difficult one, and there has been much debate over how to tell if someone is mature, especially regarding social issues like abortion.

An attitude is a hypothetical construct that represents an individual's degree of like or dislike for an item. Attitudes are generally positive or negative views of a person, place, thing, or event-- this is often referred to as the attitude object. People can also be conflicted or ambivalent toward an object, meaning that they simultaneously possess both positive and negative attitudes toward the item in question.
Attitudes are judgments. They develop on the ABC model (affect, behavior, and cognition). The affective response is an emotional response that expresses an individual's degree of preference for an entity. The behavioral intention is a verbal indication or typical behavioral tendency of an individual. The cognitive response is a cognitive evaluation of the entity that constitutes an individual's beliefs about the object. Most attitudes are the result of either direct experience or observational learning from the environment.
Unlike personality, attitudes are expected to change as a function of experience.
Emotion is a common component in persuasion, social influence, and attitude change. Much of attitude research emphasized the importance of affective or emotion components. Emotion works hand-in-hand with the cognitive process, or the way we think, about an issue or situation.

Source(s):

Wikipedia :)

so, kesimpulannya i rasa kalau nak matang tak semestinya kene ubah perangai is it? matang by mind is the most good thing that make sure we able to decide what good and bad things to do. so thats it for now !


Oct 28, 2009

backing off.

things started to became awkward. why?
because i was told by a very good friend of mine. to choose, to be with ur great friend or be with ur great friend. i know tht sounded weird i have to choose between both great friend of mine. i just dont want to create any chaos among us, and its best for me to shut down myself and just go with the wind. just going to be whenever they want me to be.
reminding that they will always have my full support.
but it doesnt feel right, because i know that im much better with one of them.
but im cool, i already have few mates that are always ready for me.
no worries great friend, the road is yours :)

Oct 11, 2009

nyam nyam !

gave my friend a love advise.
he found someone, someone that made him feel so flowerish inside.
and he's not sure of what choices should be made. he's afraid of being used by the girl. well actually he's afraid to try.
as for me i really think that love is something we should really do try, after we got it, hold on to it as hard as we can.
if we love someone, always afraid if we hurt 'em. but not to afraid of being hurt.

then he ask,
"what if i cant make her happy, then she left?"

i said
"if she doesnt try anything to help u, then thts her lost."

always not afraid to love, it might hurt, but it will heal slowly.

*i would love to eat everything one day, except the non halal .

Oct 9, 2009

friday

i seems to be down by this songs since earlier of its production.
hahah poyo en.





LOVE !

aku cuba.

skrg, blog ini akan dihasilkan dalam bahasa yg seharusnya difahami oleh rakyat malaysia. dicampur baurkan dgn bahasa pasar.

hei yang di sabak bernam,
rindu ni rindu pada kamu,
tau tak pedih merindui kamu?
kamu balik dengan kadar had laju cahaya boleh?
aku rasa seperti menaiki basikal tanpa tayar,
walaupun kalau kamu menjadi tayarnya,
biarpun kamu bergolek di tanah,
dicemar kalau ku lalu kotoran,
kamu tetap mematuhi,
cuma, kadang - kadang kamu pancit,
tapi ku sumbat kamu dgn angin, ku tukar perkakasan kamu,
supaya saya bisa naik lagi basikal.
walaupun begitu, aku memerlukan kamu,
ini mungkin pentingkan diri, tetapi...

kamu melengkapi aku :)


Oct 6, 2009

back in.

find out that i really had nothing to do tonight (assignment belambak je sebnrnye). so i decided to blog ! which i hadnt do for such a loooooooooooooooooooooooong time. see the o's pon tau brp lame dah.

this is wht happen to me.
im getting fatter and fatter everyday, the fats just wont come out. decided to work out, its really embarassing to go out around people because everyone started to notice the big changes in my body. balik kg je "happy ke kau? gemok do" yeah thanks ! my size have changed ! to a bigger one of course ! well to put this straight IM GOING TO WORK OUT ! mark my words. started the diet and workout already. just wanna get back to my old size ! where people cant even sees me. anorexia seems so cool to me nowadays ! i should try it. (menggelabah lebeh)

ouh people just when i got myself back to old. the picture will be posted ! keep on waiting !
(kalau kisah la ahah)

Jul 27, 2009

depression and all.

hey peeps,
its been awhile isnt it? im trying my best to capture this short time to update my blog.
sometimes i just felt not real when most people can update their blog so easily. everyday with a new one. with fancy writing, knows where to bold, where to underline,where to stroke and all. its depressing that i actually cant. pfft !
maybe i need to shut off my blogspot and also my fiction. because i cant write !

mood : depressed ;(

Jun 16, 2009



i miss you ;(

Jun 15, 2009

smiles

dear anyone,

have u ever smile, not like you mean it, not like you have to? have u ever smile so blossomly just to make sure people dont hate you? have you ever smile so wide, just just because youre happy? well, if anyone could notice, wht is the meaning of all smile. im guessing tht my smile will have no meaning at all. im not a let go person, im keeping things in my heart. no matter how i hate a person, and no matter how sad i am, not matter how happy i am. i didnt even plan on writing this here. but i just need a new entry ;p but no matter what, i do smile so happy when i let everything out. its just not tht easy for me, to just tell wht im feeling inside. i dont want to be the one whose depending, i want people to always depend on me. i cant have a problem if i want to do tht, so i hide. behind smiles that im faking. behind all of it, people wouldnt notice me.
after all, i admit it really hurts. especially when it was kept like 20 yrs ago, or maybe 12 years ago. feels like having a bleeding heart for that. but im no longer tht now, im smiling honestly and i have a meaning for all my smiles. just because i dont want to be someone who has no problems, because problems are made to gained experiences. and so i thanked people tht im relying on. for hearing me problems, no matter how stupid its going to be. thanks ! okay then, i'll just leave to you to think about it.


blossom smiles with meaning,
shierasharif


May 24, 2009

i am staying.

i watched this episode of "ape ape aje". topics regarding first date and right on my mind i terigt our first date.
igt tak kte makan ape? ahahah. we ate bread history. that was the most lame lunch i ever ate. you tau i kuat makan en? how on earth kte leh makan roti je. mane cukup perut aku lahap bende tu je?
and yeah,

remember kte buat ape mase our first date? kte bowling en? ahahahaha. i beaten you dude !
i managed to strikes THREE times in a row. hehehe. u remember, darling?

and we were like, malu abis antara satu sama lain ! weehuuu. and i rse mcam thts us mase awal2 ! were so FAKE ! aahaha. and now,
see what happen to you ?


May 15, 2009

peeps !

yo peeps around the world,
i am now writing my own fiction.
it is called kisah maimunah and mustapha, it is however focusing on a journey about both of them lives. it is so called "bajet interesting"
it just happen to be my new hobbies.
updating that fiction.
do check it out at :

http://maimunahmustapha.blogspot.com

May 1, 2009

i could say what i wanted to.

jari jemari ku longlai,
aku lemah atau aku tidak dapat mengawal?
bisikan jahat di telinga,
bisikan sinis ke hati,
hendak diikutkan, pasti aku kan merana,
hendak dialahkan, pasti aku tidak mampu,
aku tidak mampu mendenyutkan kembali semangat yang pudar ini,
atau aku mampu tetapi aku tidak mahu?
aku cari jawapannya, tapi seperti tiada petandanya,
kenapa aku lemah?
kenapa tidak bisa aku melawan?
kenapa tidak bisa aku bangkit?
mungkin,
kerana aku cuma manusia,
kerana aku cuma kerdil,
tidak mampu melawan?

tetapi ternyata aku silap,

apa tidak bisa sang semut membina rumah?
apa tidak bisa sang bintang berkelip?
bintang kan lebih kecil dari bulan,

jadi, biarlah aku terus menyelami,
lautan yang dipenuhi jawapan,
apa perlu kulakukan untuk,
bersinar seperti bintang.



p/s : cubaan kedua, trying to express it in real deep words :D

tension released :)


30th april 2009.
i went watching movie with my chicks, yani and skyna.

"he's just not that into you"
i could say, tht movie can beat most of the movie that related to love.
in that movie, to be noticed, u doesnt need a hot, perfect someone to actually fill your heart.

it somehow destiny that makes you and that right person together.
"behind all the rules, theres an exception"
i could die by being too overwhelmed with the movie.

THE BEST I EVER WATCHED!


Somewhere only we know - Keane.

I walked across, an empty land
I knew the pathway like the back of my hand
I felt the earth, beneath my feet
Sat by the river and it made me complete


Oh, simple thing, where have you gone?
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when, you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin.


I came across, a fallen elm tree, I felt the branches;
are they looking at me?

Is this the place, we used to love?
Is this the place that I've been dreaming of?
Oh, simple thing, where have you gone?
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on

So tell me when, you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin

So if you have a minute why don't we go

Talk about it somewhere only we know?

This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go,
somewhere only we know

Somewhere only we know.

Apr 25, 2009

tagged, again by dyanayunus.


This has been done by Photofunia. chose this effect coz i always love a mini cooper. too bad it is not purple. i bet lots of people know that i really love this car, i dont mind an older version, i just love it. so cute and tiny. and the picture maybe because it suits there. ahahaha.


I also have to answer these:

1. Do you think you are HOT?

im not now, because i kumpul lemak! im fat and kinda ugly. sorry dear fat, im dreaming on burning u!

2. Why do you like this picture?

because it didnt show the whole me, which is kinda horrible downside. ahahha


3. When was the last time you ate pizza?

i dont remember, because i dont want to remember eating pizza. because i dont like pizza. heee.


4. The last song you listen to?

the fear - lilly allen.


5. What are you doing right now besides this?

facebook, myspace.


6. What name do you prefer besides yours?

my name is to beautiful to be change.


7. 7 people to tag

syukri, nrulazman, huda, kak fara, nada, maisara (if u read), ali(name rekaan)



8. Who is no. 1?

syukri - my bestfriend, my companion, my love :)


9. No. 3 is having a relationship with?

a man named ejam.


10. Say something about no. 5?

my matric's lecture's mate.


11. How about no. 4?

my 2nd bro's fiancee.


12. Who is no. 2?

used to be my cousin's friend, my boyfriend's bestfriend's ex girlfriend, mostly my FRIEND :)


13. The other 2

maisara, my ex school mate.

ali, name that i created to cukupkan angka and i dont have much friend to tag because im pathetic. ahaha