Dec 18, 2008

you've been really good.

i dont know where hell did he come from. besides hurting me, loving me is the least thing he could do. im not blaming he himself. but it seems like he can take all the blame i took since a year ago. i would tell u that i love you so much, even i love u more than myself. but its not that u show me that. u never know how i feel to be the only one taking care of you, while what you did is giving me things! even so i said that im materialistic but i didnt mean it much. i want the feelings to be real not only by mouth. FYI mister, ive been trying rea lly hard to make it work more than you ever wanted to. but u never work! u just keep thinking that i was hooking up with other men! well ure right, im hooking up with chace crawford! do u had enough? BTW, im not the one who messaging other men while celebrating 1ST YEAR ANNIVERSARY. i think u have run out of feelings, keep hearing to those of always being jelous, coz u think ure so hot. i bet you, u are the one whos going to be hooking up with other girls after i LEFT you. not you left me, just dont try to be the real good hero. WHILE URE NOT! you are one of the immaturest guy i ever met. and yes, u've been really good before. thanks again FOOL!

Oct 26, 2008

1. The rules of the game get posted at the beginning
2. Each player answers the questions about themselves
3. At the end of the post the player then tags 5 people and posts their names, then goes to their blogs and leaves a comment, letting them know they got tagged and to ask them to play and read your blog

Starting time: 2:10 a.m
Name : Nur Shairah
Sisters : 2 younger sisters
Brothers : Elder - Salman, Salahuddin, Syukri, Saiful
younger - Suhaib, Sofi
Shoe size : 5
Height : 153cm
Where do you live : Sec 2, Shah Alam

Have you ever been on a plane : Yes
Swam in the ocean : yeah. sikit2 je.
Fallen asleep at school : more than usual =D
Broken someone’s heart : maybe.
Fell off your chair : yewp.
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call : yes sir
Saved e-mails : everytime i got mail.
What is your room like : mak kate tongkak pecah. other means, bersepah!
What’s right beside you: my handphone.
What is the last thing you ate : chicken curry.

Ever had...
Chicken pox :
so far not yet.
Sore throat : im having it now.
Stitches : nope, saye kuat dan sihat!
Broken nose : none.
Do you believe in love at first sight : yes i do. but it doesnt work on me.
Like picnics : not so.

Who was/were...
The last person you danced with :
my sis, syaz!
Last made you smile : my mom.
You last yelled at : sofi, he dont want to sleep.

Today did you...
Talk to someone you like :
nope. since morning.
Kissed anyone : yes, sofi my brother!
Get sick : saye batuk - batuk la.
Talk to an ex : talk mcm biase2.
Miss someone : mestile die.

Who do you really hate: im not hating anybody, but maybe dont like them too much.
Do you like your hand-writing : yeah, but i had to add up some speed while writing.
Are your toe nails painted : Nope.
Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in : mane2 la. janji bole tutup mate.
What color shirt are you wearing now : dark chocolate.
Are you a friendly person : maybe i am.
Do you have any pets : yeah! 7 cats.
Do you sleep with the TV on : sometimes.
What are you doing right now : what else. it should be this thing laa!
Can you handle the truth : mostly yeah.
Are you closer to your mother or father : both also can.
Do you eat healthy : im not really into veggie! hadoyh.
Do you still have pictures of you & your ex : takde .
If you’re having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to : i go to my blog. merapu kat my blog and them im done!
Are you loud or quiet most of the time : mestila loud.
Are you confident : certain cases i really am confident!

5 things I was doing 10 years ago
1) 9 years old, sibuk2 kat sekolah.
2) had a crush on syakir or whatever his name is.. (ala budak2)
3) duduk kat ss6,wangsa maju.
4) maybe sibuk study nk PTS.
5) watch kuch kuch hota hai =D

5 things I would do if I were a billionaire
1) Haji
2) help mak and ayah, settle their burden.
3) get my child the best education in the world.
4) donate some to the one needed.
5) buy mini cooper!

5 of my bad habits
1) talkative.
2) pembazir.
3) sleep late at night!
4) dont know how to tidy the room (bukan x reti, malas!)
5) fat butt.

5 places I've lived/living
1) sg buloh
2) sec 19, shah alam
3) Taman zooview, ampang
4) sec6 - wangsa maju
5) sec 2 - shah alam

people I tag

1) huda

Oct 24, 2008

im not showing off.

its funny, i actually dont know how to take picture so artly. hee. so obviously im not showing off okay! her name is sumaiyah. my cousin.

this is my myspace friend's picture. she asked me to do some editing to it. so i do. and it became this.


watch this MV. tell me how you feel after watching it. it maybe as same as the MV of because im a girl.

this is Part 1. watch it as concentrate as you may.

this is Part 2. now u know.

as i show you this, i hope that maybe the love between most of you would continuously beat in each other's heart. and it will be timeless.
cherish the love you had guys!

Oct 14, 2008

hari raya.

hari raya without them, i have inability to forget those days! this is my very 1st hari raya without jalan - jalan raya with them. everyone mcm da busy gile. final everywhere and there. i miss u guys! please come back to me. ahaha (gedik) i hope soon we will reunite!

Oct 4, 2008

hari raya aidilfitri.

.one of trial.
rumah nenek, Melaka.

hari raya, semua bagai nak gile. mmg gilee. tp ade some parts yg menjengkelkan and some parts yg membosankan, and some parts yg pelik jugak laa. tp yes yes, overall meriah spt biase. cume this year kami bergabung kegilaan mengambil gmbr yg kurang sopan dan menimbulkan berbagai kontroversi. jom kte terjah! camera canggih2 semakin berleluase kat umah nenek kali ni. mcm2 camera ade, yg besar, yg kecik yg sederhana, yg color2 mcm2 ade. family kami semakin gile camera rse2nye. yg gile ambik gmbr ade, yg gile nk gmbr diambil pon ade. this year tak raye umah nek bik coz nek bik ade kat umah nenek. sian nek bik sakit. tp nek bik ttp ceria bersame kami. mknan spt biase sedap2 belake. thanks org2 dapur yg masak sedap2. this year nenek tak buat ketupat because not so good in her health. nenek just order je from tak igt sape. tp still mlantak ttp saye. hehehe. the most unforgettable is playing kenyit2, dibawa oleh anak2 pak ngah! game yg buat sme org nervous. ahaha. and funny things always happen while playing it.. very enjoyable. i didnt have pictures to put yet, but i'll update it as soon as possible.

negeri sembilan, kampung emak.

the night mmg tak pegi mane2, coz umah mak lang xde org. so kami lepak je dalam hotel yg sejuk dan sejuk dan sejuk lagi. and i was attack by athma malam tu. so, tido awal la. pg22 emak bising coz x kemas2 meja. huhu. biaselaa, anak dare mcm sy ni mmg malas. maklumla penatla konon. ahahaha. tht noon ktorg pegi perjumpaan keluarge belah mak. perjumpaan 4J. the four j's stands for jelebu, jerang, jejawi and satu lagi x igt. ehehe. this year was held in jerang umah sedare mak lang. hee. then pegi umah mak ude plak, here we continue the legacy of kenyit gamee. ahaha. seriously suhaib pembunuh terhandal ! susah gile detective nk tngkap bdk ni. ahaah. i wont tell u the tactic coz if he play again it will be easier for detective to catch him. ehhe. then, we went to umah mak wan, my late mother's mother which our true grandmother. and we had fun playing with pak cu hussin's cats. them all are so pretty, cute and fluffy! wooo! and we took some funny pictures with mak wan and atok. and it was one hell of a raya. bestest so far.
i'll miss them.

some of the pictures;

aliyah je yang original comel, mama plak cun.farid dan shiera mmg comel =)aisyah lg comel.alang syukri meneropong, shiera pon teropong, apul pon teropong, fick tebalik?

with mama and mak busu.
gmbr wajib with yanah
game kenyit2.
raya sakan.
ayah's sibling and ayah's mother.

soon will add some more, wait!

Sep 29, 2008

im clear.

today is the last day of tarawikh, and i didnt go. because of inability to get up even a bit. seriously do u believe me? pffft! tomorrow will be going to melaka. i miss my dear cousin yana! huhu. seriously beb i miss u! today is very hypertensi pnye hari! aku runsing, air mata aku berlinang lagi. and today the word is "i tak ske pompuan macam u! tak faham" OMG, so outrageusly make me sad. he never knew hows the feeling im handling with right now. its so sad that im unable to cure. it hurt me like a pisau cucuking my heart. (im not good in english =D) am i suppose to let him go, but the feeling of love still, it still much in this heart. im not trying to say tht im the one who try everything so hard. but yes, im the one who hurt the most today. please believe tht my love might fade if it continue happen like this. and every minutes keep telling myself, "be tough and everythings going to be allright as always". i dont need somebody to help me, but its good enough tht somebody actually read this and understand it. i hope! thank you for ur time for reading this! and yes, i cant wait for raya! huhuhu!

Sep 23, 2008

22nd September 2008.

today im having a presentation. YA ALLAH ! nervous to the max!
our group present about media. supposely long presentation, but yeah we manage to get over it fast! the lecturer also shock that we manage to end up early. probably because, one person one slide. and we have six members, so we suppose to have 6 slides. However we had it 7 slides because of the last minute addition. sedar tak sedar i forgot to put up the conclusion. huhu. kelam kabut i bubuh. after the presentation, we were ask to give some pantun hari raya to classmates. and some of it was,

hari raya menjelang tiba,
malam raya jangan lupe wish saya.

makan nasi dengan sardin,
maaf zahir batin.

balik kampung naik ferrari,
selamat hari raya aidilfitri.

jalan - jalan naik proton saga,
malam raya tgk tvtiGA.

balik kampung naik kereta,
naik kereta sampai melaka,
pagi raya hilangkan sengketa,
agar hidup bahagia.

raya - raya jugak,
sanak saudara jgn dilupa,
exam nak dekat jugak,
study jgn dilupa.

demikian sudah pantun dari ktorg pnye group. very enjoying morning =)

Jun 27, 2008

lunch at nando's.

freaking awesome time we had!

we were having lot of fun. took some pics. its amazaing how we gathered so unexpected by me. i tought tht it would never be so many of us. but yes it does. the day was a blast! we laughed, we eat, we fight fight manje a little. its kinda sad how some of us, had to postpone their plan just to go over to the lunch. its so unrepliable. great to have u with us izza and is. not to forget salad, he came down from the puncak alam tu the shah alam. just to be with us. not to forget kusot, who had no money. but still, she came with us. hahaha. by my force of course. =D
dont thank me kusot. (my lesbo partner). must to be mention other guys as azim, amir, naqi, aiman, amar. thanks for coming. honestly, i do appreciate it. and yeah the girls too, nadia, atoy, izza, jda, fam, and skyna. thanks for temaning me =p
after the lunch, we went to school to take my document yg dah disahkan. and i only got another 9 minutes. after i parked my car in front of the school, i ran out but then the guard called me just to get my signature and to give me the visitor pass. ergghhh! tht makcik arr makes me so late laaa! nevermind luckily i arrived there in time. im settle for the document going to university. and then we went to my home to do some things. solat, transfering pictures, chatting and so on. ahahahaha. im like the tokei dvd! kusot and jda keep asking me for the 18sx movies. as i always had! kami mmg lucah kenape? ade masalah? ahahahaha. yes yes. we looked at this myspacers profile and looked at her pics. and we choose this one pic for us to make it as the laughing stock! hahaha. so funny. its the 'lurah dendam' tht makes us laughed so hard. LOL!
and then i sent them home. its a tiring day yet exciting day for me. i miss them. they're the truest friends of mine.
ouh yes, them whom i brought to my home is skyna, jda, kusot and skyna. i love laughing with them =)

Jun 25, 2008


if we watch those korean movies or dramas, i wonder why we would stay watching it even we know that the movie is so slow. dont we just realize it ourselves? then why? i might just left u with this question without the answer. but i wanted to give own opinion for it. maybe it is because of the color of the shows we watched. so colourful and also very nice angle of cameratakes. and also the soundtracks is nice to be heard also. and i know im full of also in this blog.
however, this is my first blog. so, get along with it =)